"If i am too much....."
I am still learning how to forgive without receiving
apologies. I'm still learning how to choose peace even
when I'm in love with him and he keeps hurting me.
Sometimes love looks like letting go and finally I am no
others is that you know they'll never realize that you
were hurting, maybe they know that you were hurting
but they will never be able to own their mistakes. I'm
working on accepting that I hurt myself while loving so
many people because I put myself behind and ran after
their dreams only to realize that when I loved, I loved
alone. I'm tired of apologizing for being too much so if
I'm too ambitious, I hope they find someone easy, if
I'm too much, they can go find less. I have spent so
much time trying to fit in spaces that weren't meant for
me. I have broken myself trying to fix others. I am still
learning how to be myself even when my voice is shaky
and my heart is wrapped up in uncertainty. I'm still
learning how to love myself even when no one is proud
of who I am. You'll always be too much for the wrong
one, your love will never be adequate, they'll always
find things about you to talk about so if you're too full
of love, let them go, let them find love in half and
empty promises.
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